That title is very depressing.
I would like to say that it’s click bait but it really isn’t. This is my life today and I have to be okay with it.
Plus, the thing about blogging is that I need to be honest. Otherwise, really what’s the point. It wouldn’t be interesting if every post was, “Today I woke up and everything was perfect and my day was great. The end.”
Not at all. We are getting all up into the nitty gritty.
Today is going to work and being bored out of my wits.
Today is finally talking to my ex and trying to be friends, and it actually going well. But today is also getting a tad upset and feeling a bit lonesome and listening to sad music and the Scott Pilgrim soundtrack- to the point that Freya tells Holly that she is concerned by my spotify playlists.
But yes, I am sitting here with a plate full of pasta, some mango juice (nearly empty) and my dressing gown on.
All the while staring at a blank Word document with the word Lollard’s written on it and not a will in the earth to actually begin it.
I also have three drafts on wordpress for book and movie reviews that again I have zero motivation to actually finish.
Embrace when you’re sad. Sometimes you need to know what your body needs. So if crying down the phone to one of your best friends about it helps, if angry country music is therapeutic and food. Then just do it.
There will be other, happier days. Today isn’t one of them. But all we can do is be honest with ourselves and then get ourselves together and say chin up!
Life’s a bitch and so am I! 😉