I want that roller coaster feel
My emotions to be spilling out at the seams
To be on the edge of my seat
Like a terrible 80’s horror movie.
I don’t want to settle into a repetitive sequence
Taking on the same morbid role
As a piece of factory machinery
Which like an ever slowing pulse
Thuds, and thuds, and thuds eternally.
I want to be everything that youth stands for.
I want to be wild and loud
Not to be constantly second guessing my actions.
Wondering about work, putting off plans.
I want my fight or flight instincts to kick in
I want that adrenaline rush-
-And I’m going out there to get it.
P.s. Just a little something to kick off the New Year 😉