Hey guys, today has been a bit of a roller coaster of emotions, to be completely unoriginal. As I’m writing this I am still in my dressing gown, my rooms a tip and I have achieved next to nothing today.
As an update, I finally talked to Alex today and cleared the air. We talked a lot (actually technically I’m still on Skype with him whilst writing this entry) and now we understand each other.
There were some tears but I’m feeling a lot better about everything. I haven’t had a panic attack today which is good, but I am still unable to sleep.
Uuuuugh my to- do list is ever growing though!
Things Esther has to do today:
- Write a chapter on Wattpad.
- Clean my room
- Organise my clothes
- Write a poem on this blog
- Make dinner
- Put the washing out
- Take a bubble bath
- Sort out feet for prom
- Wear a face mask
- Draft out new story on Wattpad
- Draft out following chapters
- Make hair appointment.
- Finish Future Learn course.
- List of top favourite animes to watch!
Something tells me I’m going to stuggle getting all this done today but oh well. I think some other posts on this blog other than these entries and poetry will probably include essays on writers and historical information as well as book reviews….
I just need to keep myself busy!
Anyway if I get my chapter out today at the very least I’ll feel good about things. Lets get motivaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaated!
Lots of love and jelly tots,